This was a speech I gave at a pre-Convention rally in April 2012.
Once
upon a time there were two sheep that lived on the Hill of Left. From the Hill of Left they could see the
luscious, green grass of the Hill of Right.
Both sheep wanted so badly to be on the other hill that it was all they
ever dreamt or talked about. There was
one obstacle that was stopping them from achieving their dream. The only way to get to the great Hill of
Right was across a sturdy bridge that spanned a 1000 foot drop! The two sheep were so afraid of heights that
they never attempted the short, easy walk across the bridge to the Hill of Right. Instead they stayed on the Hill of Left,
talking and dreaming about the Hill of Right, until the day they died.
The
reason why these two sheep never achieved their dream was because they never faced
their fears.
And
that is what I am going to talk about today: The importance of facing your
fears.
We
all have fears. For some people it might
be a fear of heights, fear of what people might think of you or fear of looking
dumb in front of your peers. My two top
fears were and still are: public
speaking and singing in front of people.
I was scared stiff about public speaking that even when it came to
putting an idea forward in front of a group I felt nervous. As for singing in front of others, I wouldn’t
even sing in my bedroom for fear that someone might hear me.
So when it came to doing the A.C.E Convention (a place
where A.C.E students come together and compete in different categories) I was
not overly keen to participate. To
motivate me, my loving mother gave me a list of the things that you could do at
Convention. And this is how I read it:
Dramatic
Dialogue – No
One-Act-Play
– No
Male
Poetry Recitation - No
No,
no, no, no, no,
Group
Bible speaking? What on earth is that?
Choir
– No
Male
Vocal Solo – not in a million Years!!!
Well Convention is obviously not for me.
But
Mum did what any caring mother would do when they see something that will
benefit their child but the child does not want to do it. She forced me to do it. Mum told me that I had to perform one solo
act at Convention. After much debate
with me explaining how I would probably faint because of stage fight I finally
decided to do an instrumental solo with my Celtic Whistle. At least I wouldn’t have to talk, just breathe
into a pipe.
After
two months of practising my ‘pipe breathing’ the dreaded time came. I made my way to the ‘stage of death’. Knees knocking, hands sweating, every fibre
in my body screamed for me to turn and run away from my impending doom. Somehow I forced myself up onto the
platform. I introduced myself, started
playing and it was then that I noticed something strange. Playing my song there up on stage really
wasn’t that bad. I was like one of the
sheep who had made the journey from Hill of Left to the Hill of Right. I had overcome one of my greatest fears. Plus I had just uncovered the secret facing
your fears. What is this secret? Well Ralph
Waldo Emerson a famous writer and lecturer in the 19th century
puts it like this:
“It was high counsel that I once heard given to a
young person, 'always do what you are afraid to do’.”
Always
do what you are afraid to do.
This
doesn’t mean that you should try jumping off a 100m cliff or swim in shark
infested waters. Some fears are healthy! But what it does
mean is that you should always do that thing that scares you if it is either
beneficial for you or other people. For example, this year I will be performing a Male Vocal Solo at Convention.
I will be scared but
I know I can do it because God is with me.
I know this because He says so, in Deuteronomy
31:6
“Be
strong and courageous. Do not be afraid or terrified because of them, for the
LORD your God goes with you; he will never leave you nor forsake you.”
Do
you truly believe that? If so, then
always do what you are afraid to do. I
promise you that if you follow these words you will have a very successful,
fulfilling life where God can always use you.
In
closing I would like to say that Courage is not the lack of fear but the
ability to face it.
So,
fellow student let us fulfil His Commandment, let us strong and courageous for
God!